We've been trying to have another baby for awhile now. Dealing with secondary infertility is not what I expected. I found out I have hypothyroidism (if your thyroid is out of wack, you will not ovulate. i also am very tired and gained alot of weight) during a complete blood work up from my gynie and there is also a small number of swimmers. Our time will come. Whether it happens naturally or we do IVF. We went to see an RE in Bryn Mawr. I liked him alot but $13k is out of the question for now. I pray and hope every month not to receive AF. I have a baby shower to go to on Sunday and I really don't want to go. I am happy for them but I have been waiting for this to happen for so long. I know there are other people out there who have been trying for years and I feel sad for them too. I am a good person and there are so many people out there who have kids that are not good parents, who use abortion as a means of birth control (don't get me started) or whatnot. This is how I feel. I wish for a healthy baby. St. Jude, Mother Mary, are you out there listening?
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I am thirty two years old, I live in Northeastern, Pa and I am married and have one soon to be five year old daughter. I love birthdays. Some people don't. But I think of birthdays as a celebration of you. I'm getting better. Not older. I am a very outgoing person. I like to make people laugh. I take things in stride, for the most part. I'm easy going. It takes a lot to push my buttons. I like to run (not fast), read, make things (I made my own wedding shower invitations using embossing powder), knit, give foot baths, put on mascara, use facial masks, clean my house, make drinks, research anything I will be purchasing and gardening. I would like to learn how to sew, can tomatos, sky dive, and anything else that catches my fancy. I'm OCD to a point. Either my house is completely spotless or I let it go for a little bit and there is dog hair on the floor and laundry is piled up. It's either all or nothing. I am a very loving and giving person. I treat my family and friends very well. I wear my heart on my sleave. I will trust someone until they give my a reason not to. I would like to have one more baby. I would like a boy. I would be happy to have a girl too. We have some factors involved and are going to be doing another IUI. This time with Clomid. I love music. Depeche Mode, U2, Madonna, Fleetwood Mac, Jimmy Buffet, Neil Diamond, The Rolling Stones, Dirty Vegas, Boston Pops, and The Cure. I would live in Boston. It's my favorite city. I did live there for a short time. It's clean, the people are great and there are tons of things to do. It is very easy to navigate, especially taking the T. I get Boston Magazine every month. It keeps me updated on Beantown. I can teach myself new things pretty easily. I can put together items (baby gadgets, kids toys, shoe racks, etc.) no problem. I get that from my Dad. I like sunny, warm days. No humidity though. I have natural curly hair. I knew I had a wave to my hair (which is funny. because growing up my hair was poker straight) but I never experimented with it. I went to Key West last year and a friend did my hair for me and I had spiral curls. I like my hair both curly and straight. I am a professional student. I've been in college since 1993. I have an Associate's Degree in Criminal Justice and a Bachelor of Art's in Humanities with a Minor in English. I am now going for my elementary education degree. If I could be anything in the world it would be a dog groomer first and a deaf education teacher second. I love animals. I have a cat Marnie (tiger cat, 18 yrs old), Magnus (English Springer Spaniel, 10 years old), Kona (German Shephard, 3 years old) and Logan (Golden Retreiver/Lab, 3 years old) If I won the lottery I would pay off my families bills and donate money to the Hillside SPCA. (All my pets came from the SPCA except Magnus. He came from Montreal Canada) I love monogramming. I have polo shirts, Vera Bradley bags and jewelry with my initials (SJL). I think it adds a personal touch and it makes me feel special. I used to see people with their initials on their clothes or whatnot and I would think one day I, too, will have my initials on my things. That's a short clip about me. I'll be sure to add more things and keep it updated. Thank you for visiting me! Susan
